Drunk
Wednesday, October 13, 2021In life, there are many types of drunk.
First, you could get drunk on alcohol. This is the easiest type. you only need to buy a lot of alcohol and drink it. The trick is not to get too much alcohol or you ended up vomiting and promising not doing this again while knowing full well issa lie lol.
For me I think alcohol is a great way to connect with others, because i’m a bit shy when it comes to meeting new people. It helps me let myself loose. And to be more of myself. To lose my guard. And to be the vibe, not just feel the vibe. Some also use alcohol to forget about something. To cry. To pour your heart out. And that is okay too.
The second type of drunk is drunk in love, as Beyonce said. (but when writing this, i realized i mistook another song of Beyonce lol.) In order to be drunk in love, it’s a bit trickier, because you don't get to decide when, or how much. When it does, it just happens. You could fight the feelings, you could tell others that you’re very very very sober. You think that ok maybe I just have one shot, one more sip, everything’s still under control. Next thing you know you might ended up getting blacked out god knows where or risked getting an accident, in this case, getting your heart broken.
This type of drunk could make your heart beat louder than most days, even others could hear your heart beat. The adrenaline rushing. Sometimes you even sweat out of nervousness when standing so close next to that person. Sometimes it’s tears.
The third type, i don’t know if one truly experiences it or if that’s just text book. Because the symptoms aren't very clear. It’s drunk in life. When your heart is very very full. Full of immense gratitude, of thankfulness. For everything that happened in your life. For the people that choose to stay with you despite the ups and downs. It’s when you fall out of chair because of the stupidest joke your friend told you. It’s the type of drunk when you wake up you want to be a disney princess, opening the window of your bedroom and then a flock of birds coming in and singing with you?!
It’s when every moment in your life is memorised, treasured and well just very spendid in your eyes. It’s when you’re proud of yourself. Of how much you’ve been through, how far you’ve gone. And you’re still the person that you always wanted to be. That you didn't lose your authenticity despite the hurdles of life. That you’re you.
And sometimes, if you’re lucky, all these three could happen at the same time. And you will burst into a confetti of emotions. If that makes sense. A confetti of emotions lol Idk how I came up with this word.
P/s: I'm definitely not drunk when writing these words :))) in case you wonder.
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